
“I went to Fresno over the weekend for my great aunt’s birthday party… so it was like seven thirty and they’re all like ‘let’s go on the dance floor,’ so we all had to dance on the dance floor to ‘groovy songs’ that weren’t really groovy. It was a bunch of old people dancing and me and my cousin, and I was probably the worst dancer. It was very embarrassing for me to be on the dance floor with a bunch of seventy year-olds.”

“What scares you most about the future?” “Probably just college. I want to go to Cal Poly, but I probably can’t get in. Just not knowing what’s going to happen. I want to be so certain that I know what’s going to happen, and I like making plans, so not knowing what’s going to happen – that feeling.”

“If you had to say thank you to someone right now, who would you thank?” “My mom.” “Yeah, my mom.” “Umm, probably my brother. He’s my role model. He’s always just been there for me. My brother has been helping me study for my finals, and he’s put a lot of effort into it, because he’s in Italy right now. He’s taking a lot of his time to help me with that.”

“What’s the weirdest present you’ve ever received?” “For Christmas, I got a pet bunny. When I was like, ten, my godmother just showed up with a rabbit. She came to my house, and I opened a little box, and I thought it was a stuffed animal and I grabbed it and it was a little bunny, and it was alive. My mom almost killed my godmother.”

“What is the scariest thing about your future?” “The future’s really scary. I’m having the best time in high school. I think it’s just scary going to college, having to pay for gas, having to pay your bills, and getting a debit card and doing all these things. In high school, your parents are sheltering you. In college you have to be on a tight budget and study a lot and go to work. And after that, you work some more. I’m having the best time in high school, because I’m around people who appreciate me, and I appreciate so many people, and I care about a lot of people, probably more than they care about me. But that’s a good thing, because I care about myself. I finally care about myself and I care about other people because one day, I want them to care about themselves and then care about others, too. I’m scared that in college, you kind of lose all of those people, except for a few. It’s basically just go to school, go to work, and study.”

“When did you persevere through a difficult situation?” “I joined the swim team last year and at the third practice I had a really bad asthma attack and i couldn’t breathe, and that led to a pretty serious panic attack. The problem was that I was in the pool, like lowkey drowning, which is kinda a problem. My sister wa there and she helped pull me out and for like a good hour and a half I was like hyperventilating really badly, and I couldn’t feel my hands or my legs. The lifeguard came over and she was like “what’s going on?” and I was like “oh, can’t breathe, can’t move” and she talked to my sister and my sister kept telling her not to call 911, but they did and the ambulance came and my sister and one of her friends came over and helped my get in the car and took me to the hospital. I was in the hospital for like five hours because they couldn’t get me to calm down and my heart was going not in a good place. The couple days after that, it was pretty difficult for me because I was trying to get back into school and dealing with general anxiety, but I had a group of really good people that helped me push through it. The big thing is, I learned how to ask for help.”

What’s the happiest moment of your life? Probably this summer because it was the first time I went to disneyland. My favorite part was getting to go with my friends, even though most people go with their family, because I’m an only child. The hardest part about being an only child is not having anyone to talk to when I’m home alone.

Hardest part of freshmen year? The hardest part was transitioning to here, but I’ve been here for a while so its gotten easier. What have you been thinking about colleges lately? Well, I’ve been thinking about my sport. I want to go to a division one sport, so I definitely think about my sport and what I want to do when I’m older. That definitely plays a large role.

“What is your favorite childhood memory?” “Ah man, when I was in second grade, I had just moved to Boston and the Red Sox had just won the World Series for the first time in like 86 years. That was really exciting so I made a bunch of friends. I don’t know that really culminated my Boston experience.”

“Music is the voice of the soul and it’s been there for me through everything. It’s the only thing that I have. I wanted to major in recording arts but my parents won’t support it. I do plan on recording my music though. I have a friend that I’m getting together with this week. I want to perform when I grow up but I don’t know if that’s ever going to happen. I have stage fright but I’m doing open mic today at a coffee shop to help get over that…I do those kinds of things to face my fear.”

“What do you want to be when you grow up?” “United States Marine. Everyone knows that… I think when I was four that was all I wanted, like a uniform, a Marine Corps uniform” “What was the saddest moment of your life?” “Hearing that not all of my group of guys that I train with was going to come home.”